The Century of ' LESS '

It is true .in the 21 st. Century:

Our communication – Wireless
Our telephone - Cordless
Our cooking - Fireless
Our youth - Jobless
Our Ladies - Topless
Our food - Fatless
Our labor - Effortless
Our conduct - Worthless
Our relation - Loveless
Our attitude - Careless
Our feelings - Heartless
Our politics - Shameless
Our education - Valueless
Our follies - Countless
Our arguments - Baseless
Our boss – ! Brainless oppss maybe
Our Job - Thankless
Our Salary - Less and less

Some of some thruths

See you in HEAVEN

I cannot work, cannot even eat. I am worried for my fathers situation in the hospital. Day after day, we pray that HE will be well again. I cannot bare to see HIM suffer in HIS sickness. I cannot even cry infront of him coz HE will hear me, and cannot even stop my tears from falling into my eyes. But fate is not with us. After those days that HE was confined in the hospital HIS body cannot take the pain anymore. And the air that HE breath keeps thiner and thiner. HE shared with me HIS one last breath and tears falls on HIS eyes. Then HE stop breathing.
Even though he can't even speak a single word , I know his saying goodbye and telling me to continue our life.

On that moment all I can do is cry and calling HIS name "PAPANG". It's the end of all HIS suffering and pain. At first I cannot accept that HE will not be with us anymore. It's really hard because all of a sudden GOD takes my father away from me. But I know GOD loved HIM more than we do. "PAPANG" where ever you are , We loved and missed you very much. Don't worry because we will stay together just like before. We know your happy in heaven.

Even though its hard to accept the truth that your gone now. We will never see your sweet smile and laugh in your jokes. Also will never hold your hands again. "papang"time will come we will see each other in heaven. We know we will get through this. It's part of GOD's plan and its part of our LIFE.

ALONE

I seldom felt that I am in a lonely existence. A feeling of emptiness and isolation, a feeling of being cut off, disconnected and alienated from other people, a subjective sense of inner emptiness or hollowness, with feelings of separation or isolation from the world. A feeling that am the only one walking on a wide road that is endless. All by myself but thank GOD i saw a light that i think leads me to way that i can be happy.

I am not a loner or a geek or a nerd. The happiness in me has an end maybe this is the time that i can be alone for a long long time of being a happy person. Maybe i just need space for myself far from a noisy, busy and hectic day of pressures and work.

Loneliness is therefore unwilling solitude but do you know that Loneliness is not the same as being alone. As such, feeling alone can be a healthy emotion and, indeed, choosing to be alone for a period of solitude can be enriching and being alone can be experienced as positive, pleasurable, and emotionally refreshing if it is under the individual's control.

There are lots of cases that a person feels that they are inside a box surrounded with walls of loneliness . That's why some of them who cannot control depression , emptiness and pressure usually kill themselves and commit suicide.

Every problem has answers and to have a healthy life is believing in GOD. Think positive always.

When Stroke Strike

While busy at some work at home, I did not bother to look at my phone for another minute. When i check my phone I received 3 miscalls and 5 text messages. I was wondering who made the misscall but when I read the text message I was shocked when i read the words "your dad is in the hospital" my heart beats faster but first have to finish reading the message. Got a call from my dad's friend who helped my mom send my dad to the hospital.

I don't know what to do so I called my sister about what had happened, my older sister decided to go to the place where my dad and mom is. Even though I want to go with her I can't because I still have to finish my work. But I will be visiting them soon. Please help us pray for my dad and my grandmothers recovery , they are both experiencing mild stroke. Please share with us a little of your prayers. Thanks

People with high blood pressure has the tendency to experience stroke. Strokes has different Stages. This is the first time that had happened to us. Well everything happens for a reason. GOD is always there. I know we can make it through. :)

No Boyfriend Since Birth

Love is everything to someone who is in LOVE. Unluckily the title is not really as I am at least I have one BF before but everything ends. Turning back time when I was still growing up and become a teen. I am really a late bloomer coz the word crush is that I am not familiar with. Liking someone really makes me giggle and I don't know what to do when we were walking on the corridor at school. Like any other teenage girl there was once that I felt that. But yeah , I can't do anything he like another girl and that's not me. Poor me the only think that I can do is look at him from afar and smile. Hahha am happy doing that.

Then high shool days and collage days came. I meet lots of friends here and there. That time I knew that like and love is different. Some are just flirting some are serious but I dont know if are they sincere? well am really stupid in this things maybe love is not for me.

As time passes by I am contented of what I have. Yeah there are times that I am alone and by myself. Am I not lovable? or maybe am just selfish but i think not. But anyways I don't care . I am happy coz I know that I have my friends and family who love me also GOD who loves me very much. Maybe time will come I will meet him someday. Just waiting for the right time. Wait wait wait......